I don't remember the last time I was on DeviantArt, but apparently it's been about a year (see last submission)
If anyone is even still watching me (lulz), a lot has changed since my last postings in this journal. For one, I've been with my new boyfriend Mikey for a year and 5 months. True, he has had his fair share of screw ups (not intentional ones, either, just his [ex] best chick friend thought it'd be funny to kiss him), but that aside, he is the best thing to ever happen to me<3
For real this time! I'm not pulling the bullshit I pulled with the last few guys (see previous billion journals of me being a hormonal pre-teen)
So why am I back on here? Well... I blame Gabby! Sort of! Not really! But that's the best explanation I can give you. Well, that and I'm just really fu*king bored.
I have been drawing on and off still, just I'm a bit short on inspiration and what I did do, were those "I'm-at-school-and-only-have-notebook-paper" sketches.
....And I still sing! Yep. Not that anyone knew that anyway. But I'm pretty bored, and watching Repo! The Genetic Opera. Which, if you haven't seen, you need to go rent it. Now. Run and buy it at Wally World if you have to.


PS: This is for Gabby, IDEO GAES!
PSS: I'm kind of half asleep right now, so everything I just said probably sounded retarded.
PSSS: Blog- [link]

~*QUESTIONS*~

1. How is your life?
"Easier To Run" - Linkin Park [ Meh. Just about it. *sigh* ]


2. What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Sophomore Slump or Comeback Of The Year" - Fall Out Boy [Er. I have no clue, really.]


3. Who do you have a crush on/who is your Bf/Gf?
"Anthem Pt. 2" - Blink-182 [ Hm. It works for him. "Young and hostile, but not stupid.." ]


4. What will your marriage be like?
"That's What You Get" - Paramore [Apprently it will be hard, "I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when your not here? Cause I've burned, Every bridge I ever built when you were here, I still try, Holding on to silly things, I never learn, Oh why? All the possibilities, well I was wrong."]


5. If you get reincarnated, what will you be?
"Born Like This" - Three Days Grace [ xD? wtf is that?]


6. What will they play when you die?
"Ghost Train Out" - The Vincent Black Shadow [...TT_TT I missed them at Warped... ]


7. How do your friends see you?
"Waiting" - Green Day [ Hm. It's a fun and bouncy song, actually...I don't think I'm seen as such but. Who knows in this world. ]


8. What does life think of you?
"Tomarrow" - Lillix [ Eh. I can relate. "And I wake up, Put on my makeup, Pick up the phone, "Nobody's home" ]

9. What is your family like?
"Reinventing The Wheel To Run Myself Over" - Fall Out Boy [ Haha. Mmk. ]


10. What would your granparents listen to?
"Listen To The Rain" - Evanescence [ Well it's not Evanescence singing, it's a choir, so, it works.... ]


11. How do the people at school see you?
"Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner" - Fall Out Boy [ I'm not sure exactly what this song means about how people see me at school...I think it implies I'm a whore, but I'm not sure >.>; ]


12. What would be your best best bestest friend's theme song?
"Punk Rock 101" - Bowling For Soup [ xDDDDDDDD Sorry Brittany/Gabby!! *dies laughing* ]


13. How do you feel when your happy?
"Lonely Train" - Black Stone Cherry [ Er. That's not happy. lmao. ]


14. What song would you strip to?
"I'm A Fake" - The Used [Wow. That would be bloody and....weird. Not a good song to strip to. "Love is not like anything, Espicially a fucking knife!" ]


15. What will your children be like?
"Lost In Hollywood" - System Of A Down [?>.> <.<?]


16. What is your personality?
"Heart-Shaped Box" - Nirvana [ "Hey! Wait! I've Got A New Complaint!" ]


17. What is thy darkest secret?
"Nymphetamine" - Cradle Of Filth [ I'M NOT A NYMPHO.........okay maybe. ]


18. Where do you hang out on weekends?
"Always" - Blink-182 [ Uh...where ever I go, I'm apparently having sex...which I swear I don't do. xD]


19. Will you go far in life?
"Snow White Queen" - Evanescence [ Uh.....I'm not sure what this means. ]


20. What is a sad moment for you?
"Take Me Away" - Avril Lavigne [ Er. That obviously has something to do with my boyfriend. idk. "All the pain, I finally knew! All the thoughts lead back to you! Back to what, Was never said, Back and forth, Inside my head! I can't handle this confusion! I'm unable! Come and take me away!..." ]


21. What was your first concert?
"Fields Of Innocence" - Evanescence [ Uh. No they weren't my first concert, but I wish. ]


22. How do you feel right now?
"Pain" - Three Days Grace [ Yeah pretty much. ]


23. What is your favorite movie?
"Fear's In The Water" - The Vincent Black Shadow [ ...Sure?...... ]


24. What is your favorite book?
"Hysteria" - Muse [ A book about insanity. Mhm. ]


25. Who is your favorite actor/actress?
"Holiday" - Green Day [....I don't know?]


26. What are you watching on Tv right now?
"The World Is Black" - Good Charlotte [ If you're watching the news it does apply quite well. But I'm watching Spongebob. ]


27. What are you listening to?
"Abuse Me" - Silverchair [ *giggle* reminds me of my boyfriend. "Come On, Abuse me more, I like it." ]


28. What do you think of this quiz?
"One Day" - Simple Plan [ I will do it again one day? Actually this song is about parents being mean and how one day the kid won't take it anymore. xD; ]


29. Did you enjoy it?
"Yesterday's Feelings" - the Used [ Apprently, I liked it yesterday. ]


30. LAST QUESTION!!!!!!!! What is your name?
"St. Jimmy'" - Green Day [ xDDD....hey, I'ma chick! >.< ]

Well, Josh finally did it. He got himself put in juvie. I was supposed to break up with him, coz of my parents, but I didn't. I've been crying since about noon. What more could go wrong?

Sorry about my last journal...Sometimes he manages to get under my skin in ways I don't think he realizes. I do love him though, I just lack patience and I have horribly bad mood swings.

So! I uploaded 7 new pictures. Thankies to Sarah for commenting them all and telling people to look at my art. =]

Paramore's New CD "Riot" Is pretty good. I like the song I have on now [For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic], "That's What You Get," and "Misery Business" the most.



Pre Cure Black (1:07:49 AM): XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Pre Cure Black (1:07:52 AM): OMFG!
PuppetxInjection (1:09:06 AM): promolested? XDDD
Pre Cure Black (1:10:43 AM): ...how do you make a typo liek that? Do you... use that word... a lot...? xD
Pre Cure Black (1:10:49 AM): *like
PuppetxInjection (1:11:29 AM): rofl!
Pre Cure Black (1:11:05 AM):

IXCartoon HeroXI (10:10:14 PM): What does that mean?!

Pre Cure Black (10:10:25 PM): I'm not quite sure... xD

IXCartoon HeroXI (10:10:52 PM): She's being molested by someone...professional?
Pre Cure Black (1:11:11 AM): xDD
PuppetxInjection (1:11:50 AM): XDDDDD


*dies* Go look at Sarah's journal if you wanna know what happened...


PuppetxInjection (1:18:01 AM): has Starlight improved or WHAT? PuppetxInjection (1:18:07 AM): [PLASTIC SURGERY!]
IXCartoon HeroXI (1:17:37 AM): SRSLY.

I NEED to scan and upload new art, I've improved so much since my last DRAWN update...well, my poetry has improved too...


Hmmm...I hate waking up early. Then I'm like eugh where's Josh? Uh, Probably asleep....and this morning he's at a friends house sleeping over and swore last night he'll call me first thing in the morning... I still don't know who's house he's even at. So, I'm kinda miffed. I mean I hadn't heard from him since like 1:00 in the afternoon yesterday, he was on his sisters cell phone because they're having issues with their house phone [been going on for like a week now...damn them and their Vonage], so he was like I swear we'll talk later, and he called at like 9:00,9:30 at night to tell me real quick he was sleeping over at a friends house. I mean, where the fuck did that come from? Today's 9 months so his mom better let him come over still after the sleepover thing or I'll kill him, we've been planning this for over a week, plus we always try to hang on the 19th of every month. He never checks with me about things when he DOES go out and do something, and almost never gives me details, it's always these sudden plans and quick last minute notice, It'd be okay if he had a cellphone or something....

Edit: Oh, oh, that's GREAT right there. He calls...He's like, would you rather come over here instead of me coming there today? I was like why? And he says, I was thinking we could go to *insert name here*'s house and hang out cause he wanted to hang out today and so did another one of my friends....
YOU JUST SLEPT OVER AT HIS HOUSE.
And from what it sounded like the other friend he wanted to hang with was a GIRL. [Are you fucking serious dude?] I mean really...
And he said something about well going to his house with you would be better than sitting around bored at your house.
What the hell?
You can look me in the eye and say you're bored here?
I have 50billionjillion video game systems, a pool, and then there's something I'm NOT going into. And he's bored. Did I miss something?

Just...what the hell? I'm confused. Am I doing something wrong? Just let me know Josh. Just let me know.
Maybe he's tired of me. Summer starts and it's like hey I'm better off not seeing her and talking to her . It's not like that doesn't always happen in the summer.